cause baby you were the first,
the last, & the worst.

the moral this time is,
girls make boys cry.

i'm not satisfied with where i'm at in life.
am i supposed to be happy?
when all i ever wanted, it comes with a price.

you said,
you said that you would die for me.
well,
you must live for me, too.

believe me,
there was trust in all those stories that i told.

we say to those who are "in love",
it can't be true, cause we're too young.
i know that's true, because.
so long, i was.. so in love with you.
so i thought.

on my knees, dim lighted room.
thoughts free flow,
try to consume myself, in this.
i'm not faithless.

just paranoid, of getting lost,
or that i might lose.

& fight the tears, with pretty smiles.
& lies about the times.

the paper cuts,
the cheating lovers,
the coffee's never strong enough.
i know you think it's more than just bad luck.

there, there, baby.
it's just textbook stuff.
it's in the abc's of growing up.

glistening in the cold sweat of guilt.

it's okay by me,
it was a long time ago.

share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in,
because it's cold outside.
share with me the secrets that you've kept in,
because it's cold inside.

& your slow shaking fingertips show,
that you're scared like me so,
let's pretend we're alone.

& i know you may be scared,
& i know we're unprepared.
but i don't care.

tell me, tell me.
what makes you think that you are invincible?
i can see it in your eyes that you're so sure.

please don't tell me that i'm the only one that's
vulnerable, impossible.

& it's true i can't go on without you,
your smile makes me see clearer,
if you could only see in the mirror,
what i see.

maybe i'm much more,
you never know what lies ahead.
i promise i can be
anyone.
i can be,
anything.

just because it doesn't hurt,
doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed.

i promise i can be what you need.

why'd you have to be so cute?
it's impossible to ignore you.
must you make me laugh so much?
it's bad enough we get along so well..
so say goodnight & go.

you get me every time.

one of these days, you'll miss your train.
& come stay with me.
we'll have drinks, & talk about things.
any excuse to stay awake with you.
you'll sleep here, i'd sleep there.
but then the heating may be down again,
we'd be good, we'd be great together.

so this update was for the three people who asked for it. i hope you enjoyed it. haha. comment me. please. thanks. =]

okay. i am super sorry if i don't update this thing anymore. uhm. if you'd like me to, you can leave a comment & i will. but i don't even think anyone goes here anymore? nobody uses zanga anymore..

so if you are randomly like. hey. this girl had a pretty damn tight site. i want her icons. leave a comment. mm kay?

thanks.

There are times when all the world’s asleep,
The questions run too deep.

When I was young, it seemed that life was so wonderful,
A miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical.

whats your option?
cold corruption or starvation.

find a place to put your hope in
see how they open up the gates
for those who push them over
uh oh, the cold composure
im not afraid to die tonight

heres a joke you might not laugh at
all the poorest work the hardest for the smallest
do what you gotta do

there are no handshakes
only handguns, only earthquakes
buckets for bullet wounds

don't cry, don't raise your eye
it's only teenage wasteland.

    

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save tonight and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow, tomorrow i'll be gone.

i whisper things you never knew
i can't believe that tonight i'm here with you
you make my body come alive

So i'm proposing a swift orderly change.
Cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm
And all i find are souvenirs from better times
Before the gleam of your taillights fading east
To find yourself a better life.

As the rain beat down on the hood
When i stumbled upon pictures i tried to forget
And that's how this idea was drilled into my head

Cause it's too important,
To stay the way it's been.

& here i rest where disappointment & regret collide
Lying awake at night